Sparky,
Do not underestimate me. I wish you were here, but don't think I can't do this without you. I will not be idle waiting for you. You know as well as I do that there is as little reason to be passsive as there is to be aggressive. I am tired of waiting for you. Next week I am starting this by myself.

  posted by Colleen @ 11:58 PM

 
this story needs to end
it goes nowhere but up
and fills the air so i cannot breathe

smooth dirt covers everything
it coats the throat
grits the eyes

mary
where are you when i need you
where have you been my whole life
and why was i born so late
why was i born too late

i never questioned their motives
i never suspected their sins
i never doubted the grace of their souls
but still they desquamate my skin

someday i will teach them how to be holy
i will teach them to be perfect
i will show them nightmares
and i will make them feel forsaken

  posted by Colleen @ 11:40 PM